The Daily War!

Imagine you are a part of the group wherein you are the least intelligent person. Introvert. Low in self esteem. Self loathe. You cannot fix yourself into the group. You doubt your own existence, feel the dis-balance in the system. You know that they should not deserve you. Ever tried that hard to win over yourself? Win again and again to understand your existence? But still you loose everytime, the daily war to overcome the thought that you are weak and that you can win. The belief that you will be able to pull yourself and become your own confidante.

Well, that is super difficult. Difficult to the level higher than the one you can think of, because the harder you try the more you loose and the more you fuck up.

Solution? Ha-ha! Well, if you don't take the negative vibes of your downfall very seriously and think that ego is some bullshit that keeps you away from growing, then keep trying. Trust me you will fail, but fail better!

Boy, learn to float your own boat! Time has you, call the shots!